December 2010
59 posts
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
holy cheese & crackers
why the heck am i still awake? makes no sense because i know i’m tired. the first time i tried to write that opening sentence i typed “why the heck and i’m still awake”.  i’ve sat here since two am (when i woke up) watching sex & the city, admiring sjp’s perfect abs, hating mr. big, and wishing that john corbett would come back to the series.  typically i...
Dec 30th
i know i’m in control. i just wish you’d pay attention. this isn’t easy.  keep the easy things easy & understand that right now, my situation is hard. 
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
now our lives are changing fast
to you:   one day, i hope that you understand the way you make me feel. i hope that one day you will understand that my vulnerability in your presence is not something that i give out to make you feel like a piece of crap. i rather cry in your presence, beg for your understanding, sob at our relationship lost so that you may see that all of this strife, distance, and blame is about a child who...
Dec 27th
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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BOOOOOOOOTS →
oh my gaaaaaw - it’s like a leather jacket for your feet! i wear size 7.5 or 8…
Dec 25th
1. What happened today? If it was the last day of...
Welp, Merry Christmas.  Sad to say, there is nothing that I would have felt settled with if this was my last day. I have just begun to list the things I need to work out in my head and in my life. So fingers crossed, I don’t die today. I haven’t gotten to cook anything from my two new cookbooks. 
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
DEEP THOUGHTS 30 DAY CHALLENGE
1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours? 2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change? 3. Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there? 4. What do you think it means to be in love? 5. Pick a song that projects the same mood as your...
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
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put on a brave face.
New Year’s Resolutions:  Read all my books that I own and have yet to read. I’m so tired of saying I’m going to read them and not take the time to actually sit down and open them.  Sit down with my mom and officially hash things out. This has gotten to a point of no return. If I don’t tell her how I feel and what’s wrong with our relationship, it’s never going...
Dec 25th
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Everything is okay, sweetheart
I wish that were true. Truth is. I haven’t had things in order for a very long time. I control little things to make my life seem like things are in order. Now, Christmas Eve has come. A day that most people gather together for love and generosity, I instead sit in my room with tears streaming down my face. Dysfunction has shown its light. Anger antics have been passed down. Depression...
Dec 25th
Dec 24th
Dear God Almighty, please get me out of here...
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
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Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
apparently all the televangelist stations are...
my dad keeps scanning thru them. make it stop!!
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
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TUMBLR!!!!
I missed you so. I’ll never leave you like that again. But I had a good weekend.
Dec 20th
Dec 17th
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Dec 13th
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enemy-collision-deactivated2011 asked: hey hey hey, prospect for you. we need to take digital pictures when we hang again. photobooth makes me want to vomit and cry all at the same time.
Dec 13th
Dec 9th
What's Up, Thoughts?
Super honored that someone texted me last night asking me to edit a paper for them. I take that to mean I’m a decent writer.  More than anything I would like for my photo final to be over and done with. I’m getting far too frustrated with it and it’s coming really close to critique time. I really should have not taken so much on this semester so that I could have rocked that...
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
Dec 7th
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Dear Bad News,
LEAVE ME ALONE!
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
Alright, Let's Go.
I know I’ll feel better when it’s behind me. Then I can be lazy for the rest of the day. Plus - Makes me think of Eminem.  12.874752 kilometers = 8 miles = End of Half-Marathon Training Week II
Dec 4th
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It's 9AM
My neighbor is snoring like a bear. Someone’s playing loud music. My entire apartment is asleep, with a friend on the couch. I’m officially wide awake. We have no milk so if I were to entertain the option of breakfast, I would have to go out right now or use loud cookware and disturb our guest. And there is no way I’m conquering the 8 miles I have to do today yet. There’s...
Dec 4th
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Dec 3rd
Dec 3rd
Dec 3rd
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Dec 2nd
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Mini Mansions deserves larger crowds
By Lauren Jordan December 1, 2010 at 4:14 pm As Queens of the Stone Age took a hiatus last year (do not fret, fans, they’re still together), members began work on their own projects. One of these projects is headed by the latest Queens bassist Michael Shuman, giving us three-man band Mini Mansions. With a recent release of a self-titled album, the guys performed at the Yucca Tap Room Tuesday...
Dec 2nd
Dec 2nd